Ever Tell Yourself Youre In Love With A Deeply Difficult Person Instead Of Facing The Truth?

 

This is why I left my previous relationships. Saw the signs:
– love bombing
– intermittent reward/punishment
– intimidation, shaming, bullying
– switching schedules

So lucky to have detected it in the third week of the “relationship.” After all, in the past year, my spirit-science classmates have been advised by the “angels” to research the Dark Triad Personalities (narcissist, psychopath, machiavellian), co-dependency, and psychological warfare techniques.

Even though I have not experienced a 100% loving relationship, at least I know a red flag when I see one.

 

 

Ever Tell Yourself Youre In Love With A Deeply Difficult Person Instead Of Facing The Truth?.

 

 

The Ho Test – Why and How Men Test the Women They Date part 2

Read for more: The Ho Test – Why and How Men Test the Women They Date part 2.

 Personal favorite comment: 

 

 

 

What are your thoughts on “Ho Tests”? 

 

 

The smell of fear

Burning your hips and base of spine
Freezing your thighs so you can’t move
Heaviness in your guts
And you can’t breathe
Shoulders tense and heart skips
A hundred beats at once
Where are you?
Lost in a maze of darkness
Imaginary or real
Inhale and hold your breath
You’re alright,  the nightmare’s far away,
But your heart is burning black
Eyes like deer in headlights
Scapegoat frozen in sight
He had a knife in his car
You saw a rusty shovel the first time
It could’ve been his painting
Or you couldve been his dark art
Preserved sculpture upon his walls
Mortal enemy, falsely beloved
Crowning glory of his mission
Crucifixion of innocence
Sacrifice for fame
For a monster that he conceals
Yet undeniably reveals

to put it simply…

 

sex magic: 

close your eyes, 
take a deep breath, 
and make a wish. 

slip into a dream, 
and dance forever
keep it going, don’t stop.  

when you arrive at the gates, 
live your wish — 
you’re now the god in heaven, 
and thy Will shall be done.